Come on tell the truth...
I remember being very young and being in a strange hotel room with my family. I was on the floor in a sleeping bag at night with my teddy bear (a Paddington Bear) and took its paw and rubbed myself. I assume that it was to comfort myself in a strange place. I felt that I was being bad for doing it.
Later when I reached my teens I would sped a lot of time in the bathtub touching myself. I also did it some in my bedroom too, but was always uncomfortable because I didn't have a lock on the door and my room was right next to my parents'. I first had sex with a man when I was 17. When I wasn't with him I would masturbate a lot.
Through all of my years, until last year, I never had an orgasm. I was 34 - a very late bloomer. I attribute the change to having learned awareness meditation. It's been nice, but It's not quite as great as I expected. I have found since I started having them I''ve begun have dreams of orgasms - don't know if it's really happening or if it's just a dream.
Now, My husband has been traveling a lot. He's gone from Sunday afternoon until Friday night. I miss him...um...in lots of ways. Including the intimacy and sex. Sooooo...I do what I have to do.
I have a friend, male no less, who claims to have never mastrubated. I don't believe him. He's just a little too insistant about it.
How about you? When did you first mastrubate? First have an orgasm? If you're in a relationship do you still mastrubate?